Monday, July 12, 2010

9th July, a turning point.

Yeah, 9th July is indeed a special day for me. Should I describe it as a day of happiness, or as a day of sadness?

Everything was going fine, all accordingly to what I planned for myself until the day i realized having iPhone is a disaster! True enough, many claimed that iPhone is good, iPhone is awesome, iPhone this, iPhone that. Nevertheless, everything have it's pros and cons, and i discovered the cons of iPhone. It was just way too good that it became a fault.

I met with an car accident on my birthday. Straight into the backside of a Toyato Axio with the head of my Kia Picanto. I was exiting CTE - Bukit Timah Road to a rental company to swap back my Suzuki Swift, that's when i was reaching out for my GPS(iPhone's apps: Maps) and was just about to look into the screen of my GPS and *BANG*. Awesome, how should I describe that moment of adrenaline, yet full of worries of the payment of the car?

First thing that came into my mind. WOW. Next, OMG. Last, SHIT.
And... a lot of things happened.

But but but, because of this. God showed and assured me of something that what I have been asking myself: "Have i really build any relationship with people around me?"
And through this test, God showed me a direct answer: YES.

You never know how blessed you are until you see with your heart. All along I have been seeing things that are just visible, things that are within my sight, things that what my 5senses are seeing. What the bible stated is true. Things that can be seen with your sight are things that temporary, yet things that cannot be seen by sight are things that are eternal life.

Money are just temporary. I hold on to it so tight that I refused to let it go. And yes, when it's not meant to be yours, it just can't be yours. Learn it in a hard way.
Yet, relationship are eternal. It's an invisible chain connected to my heart to your heart to his heart to her heart. That only when the tough times comes, you just see the chain to clearly. Like you put on a 3D spectacle and you are able to view it in 3D graphics. Only the heart can sees it.

I learnt a lot. Especially when I received Christ. Because of all the trials in my life, that brings me to what I am today. Forsaking of my past, embracing present and walking towards the future.
And I just can't help saying a million thanks to people around me, helping me walking in my life, completing my journey.

And most importantly, I just can't give enough to thank God, that He picked me out of the world and planted me in this very church; cell group - E376.

Loves.

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