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Please don't expect me to blog as much as before. I used to have these thinking, that when i have a blog i could update people what I've been doing, I could share more of my thinking/revelation of certain stuff, or things that happened to me; be it sad or happy, and THATS what i THINK blog is for.

I thought, i could pour out my sorrowness if i want to, or pour out my happiness to share with others. But right now i got a new revelation and a new wake up call from God.

FAQ SESSION.

First Question.
Why is there a need for me blog?

I find it no more purpose to blog. Because i realised that the most important when things really happened to me, the very first thing i should sought and seek for is God's Words. It's no longer useful confessing inside here, this small monitor screen reflecting what I've been thinking. God has become part of my life, and I love Him and i know that He loves me too.
And as He is as my father, my spiritual Father in heaven, whatever things I'm going thru right now, He knows, thats because I am sharing with Him. With Him, I find my comfort and peace, my answers, my revelation and hopyfully some day i find my purpose to do for Him.

Second Question.
Huh, like how does people will know what are you doing nowdays?

Well, if friends really want to know what am i doing. Simply call me and ask! It is said that "Ask and you shall receive, Seek and you shall find, and Knock and it will be opened to you." Of course, I will try my best to meet up with you guys etc, call you guys or sms you guys when i thought of you guys. Esp when i'm not that busy. But still, i believe its all bout initiatives. U could say u're taking initiatives to read my blog. Thanks and I appreciate those thoughts, but whats the point of just having a 1-way road, whereby you just read bout updates but there's no interaction. No point. Find it meaningless.


Last Question.
Does that mean you will never update forever? Meaning closing down?

ERrr... Not exactly. Ha, maybe just post from events going on but then Facebook is already taking over blog. ha, so more updates can be found there rather than here. =)

So yup guys, i would prefer to chat over sms/phone rather than blog which is a 1-way thingy. Like, you could listen to Dj on FM but not talking or sharing what you think.

Loves,
Sebas

Self-Discipline

I guess i really lack of discipline man.
Time to sleep, I'm not sleeping yet.
Time to work, yet i'm still lazy slacking away.
Time to play, i really play damn hard.
Time to think for future, yet lazy to think bout all these thing.
Time to worship God, yet focus isn't there.


Need to reflect on my life. Bout my priority of my life, bout whom shall i put first. Needless to say, definitely God is my first of my life, yet my words are not 100% tallied with my action. Contradicting eh.

Yet, God I'm gonna confess everything little things that I have let You down to You. It is to You who shall comfort and supplied all my needs.
Amen.

=)

Happy birthday to mee

HELLLOOO EVERYBODY.. That's right. I'm back.
I may look like i MIA but i am not! *grin*

Anyway, just to report what i have been doing ---> Hmm. NTH! =/

Jokes aside, first of all i would like give my millions of thanks to those who wished me on the actual day of my birthday. Your love is being felt by meeee and I'm really touched. (Facebook indeed is a great tool)

And, just for those who not sure what I am doing in NS right now, I'm still a TRAINEE!!! Though its been a year since i entered NS, but i'm a trainee. This shows how hardworking i am, training all the time. =)

Last year when i'm 20yrs old, I told myself now its the time to chiong!! And now, another year have passed. And this time round, this is what I'm gonna tell myself.

Right time, Right moment and Right Choice.

Definitely army have changed my perspective of a lot of things. Some things that i didn't notice it in myself yet i know i have changed. This goes to show that I, indeed is older and older everyday. Still, the road is long, the valley is deep, the ocean is wide BUT my God is my day, life and song.
Loves.

Daddy.

Went to help out ant w her bus-ing for Children Church. Once again, another great & TIRING day w the kids. As much as I enjoy the accompany of these kids, I felt like I'm their DADDY man.
Its was kind of an interesting experience and thoughts when i go thru it.

haha, maybe its time for me to have a kid?
kidding =)

I'm back! This place looks kind of like rusty a little. So i guess as the owner of this blog i had to do some area cleaning huh?

Anyway, a lot of things happened and i did alot of thinking every now and then, sometimes thinking whether I'm making the right choice or not. But I guess after all the main lead of my life is me isn't it?

Alot of decision in my life is made by me so regretting isn't what I suppose to be doing. And looking into future looks like an more ideal choice to me.

Of course, I did think about whether Christianity is the way of life for me, but today God have shown me a way, a revelation of my direction in His plan for me, and I'm touched by His blessing. It's been real long since i last "saw" Him in my revelation.

Indeed...
Only when you are crying out to Him then He will show Himself to you.
Only when you are desperate enough, you will hear Him.
Only when you proclaim His name, His power, miracle will take place.
And only you follow His way, you will received the righteous of life.