Here's what have been happening and what future events lies ahead in 2010!

What's happening?!

1. I am officially starting my English classes at British Council
   Yup, I am learning my basic grammar all over again. But I'm loving it. ;)
   
   
2. Finally! I got my 'Engineering Economy' textbook. Time to study for the tests in NTU.
   More study to come. But still, i wanna get my certificate for this. :)
   
   
3. I am officially quitting the admin/ad-hoc job on 8th July 2010!
   Hoorayy~ No more long-distance travel and waking up early in the morning. :)
   
   
4. I have been blessed and blessed and blessed constantly by my family, and government!
   Bible says, if you are faithful and have not robbed from tithe and offering, i will give you what is sufficient for you. Indeed, He gave financial support always just when i need it the most. Thank you God. And yes, government giving 200bucks for GST rebate. It belongs to the building fund.
   
   
5. I have been trying to catch up with all my friends, constantly trying to build a better relationship with them. Time is never enough, and that's true.
   Yeah, now i realized how much can i do with the time available. True, i wanna focus on my goal, but still God will is always the priority.
   
   
6. A.R Bernard is here with us!
   A great pastor & spiritual father of City Harvest. OH YEAH!!!! it gonna be awesome this weekend.
   
   
7. Pastor Tan preaching is always the best. And Pastor Kong is back, finally. After all that have been happening in City Harvest.
   Once again, Pastor Tan gave another insight - Righteous with Mercy. Fav. pastor of all time, always simplifying things into our language. And Pastor Kong looked so fragile. Oh man. But it's great to see him again. :D

What's gonna happen?!

1. MY BIRTHDAY!! 9th July of coz.
   I don't ask much for present, but just some simple wish that show friends that cares. :)
   
   
2. I'm soooo gonna take bike lesson soon.
   God, please bless me with the money to learn.
   
   
3. SIM university. 2nd August 2010.
   My goal: At least 2nd class honor. Upper or lower doesn't matter. Chiong ah!!!
   
   
4. Being more focus on my account; forex. mini one though.
   Focus on more details. Knowing the end of waves and correct trading attitude.
   
   
5. Pastor Mike Connell. tsk tsk.
   Too awesome. Wonderful deliverance pastor. Hope best^5 friend could make it for this.
   
   
6. Freshmen Orientation
   YUP! I am gonna play to the max.
   
   
7. DX zone planning
   I want to be more involved in ministry! In DX.
   
   
8. More bible classes pleaseee
   Upgrade my knowledge in bible pleasee. Still half way thru Christian Lifestyle, and next Victorious Living.
   
   
9. Continue to sow in friends relationship
   I want to be by the side of them through thick and thin, through tough and happy times.
   
   
10. Stronger prayer warrior!!
    Faith to pray for others, sensitive to Holy Spirit.
    
    
11. My zipia items!
    YEAHHHH!!!!!! I bought sooo many item, and thank God my mum is giving me as my bday present~ WOOOHOO.

龚芝怡 - 明知我爱你

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你 假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

Re-newed!

A brand new skin, brand new me! :D

Anyway was sharing the other time, all about Thailand trip. This time round, i just gonna show photos after photos(but of course using video), to show my Thailand backpack trip. But unfortunately, i can't as it really damn long to just upload a video. -.-

Anyway yes, when i meant brand new of me, i guess it's time. Few years back, I said to myself: "I shall walk out of the umbrella that my parent have been carrying it for me." And now, I can finally hold the umbrella myself (though the umbrella belongs to them), but nevertheless I know and I know, one day i can buy my own umbrella and buy for them even nicer umbrellas.

(It's okay if you don't get the point here, it's my own view)

Suddenly, my doors seemed to open up. Not just a door, but is DOORS. Ideas keep popping into my mind, and hopefully i could translate them into action, not just NATO(No action talk only). But I know and I know and I know, that God is the only one who can lead me to the right direction. Like what the Bible says, not my will but Your will be done. Amen to that? :)

Till then, I shall update more if i could.

BACK FROM THAILAND.

Yes, finally I am back from Thailand, with almost a thousand pictures taken during the trip. This trip is really really really SUPER AWESOME!!!! And i definitely not regretting this and definitely going for another backpack trip around Asia again. How i wish i can typed out all the events that happened during the trip, but i guess i won't be doing so. Because it really really VERY LONG!!! But no matter what, everything it's deep inside my heart and mind. Experience is always our dear teacher, ain't it? :)

When I left for Thailand, Thailand is still experiencing Red-Shirt protesters against Yellow-Shirt government. Though they were still in peace talk, demanding for an exact details of the early election from the government, tension were still in the midst among every Singaporeans who wanna go to Thailand, Bangkok. Even my parents especially my mum is uber concerned about me going there, persuading me not to go. Even had a small fight with her days before i fly off to Thailand. Nevertheless, I still trust in God that He is with me, trusting that He have the power to set everything nicely and well for me, I went ahead of my plans to Thailand, setting off for my first ever backpack with Darrius, Aizhen & Jialing; 2 guys, 2 girls.

The temperature there is definitely hotter than Singapore, and the sun blazing over us is also too strong for us to take it. We can't even last more than a day to get sunburned when we tried to explore Chiang Mai when we reached. Stayed at Chiang Mai for 2days 1 night, before proceeding on to Chiang Rai, which we stayed for about 6days 5night, and back to Chiang Mai to take a mini-van to Pai for a 3days 2nights relaxation. Lastly back to Chiang Mai again, to visit Liberty Kids Thai Orphanage.

All these are just simplified version of the trip. I will describe about the trip the next entry. :) Because the trip is really really really super funny, tiring, sweet and chilled! Scenery are gorgeous and too nice to resist it. Mountains are so natural. The sky is so clear that stars are surrounding it. People are kind, though there are a bit of language barrier. BUT STILL! everything are just too awesome. Way too awesome.

Made a lot of thoughts over there and I began to realize another part of me. Of course, it belong to me only. Thinkings that could allowed me to expand myself, enlarge myself, increase my capacity. Little things that i wanna do for my life, for my family, for God.

Trip to orphanage is great too. Met up with Orphanage Thai's Pastor, Pastors from Philippines, people from America. It's like United Nation over there. Haha. Learnt a few things from the Philippines' Pastors. Indeed, God is good all the times, and all the times God is good. Thankful to God for this trip.

"To be a disciple of Christ: Deny self, carry the cross and lastly follow Him."

This week really is an experiencing & adrenaline week. First time ever seen such a market since i started out. Most of the time, the market would be just following the waves, counting waves would be easy and simple. But this week is full of fundamental. Fundamentals that brings the Euro up and down, fluctuating every hour, every minutes. And mind you, these fluctuation is not just normal 30-40points that your heart is able to tahan. These are what i call - the amplification of waves fluctuation. (AWF)

AWFs bring up to 3-4 hundreds points within split seconds. They made your eyes really started rolling up and down, pumping a thousands gallons of blood in and out of your heart. Causing insomnia, distractions, all sort of negativity emotional thoughts came rushing to your brain. Stress level went up, might even caused your regular period to go haywire. But nevertheless, for a small little trader like me, it just burned maybe about 5-6 hundreds USD, due to AWF. But still these 5-6 hundreds buy me experiences that you might just see maybe once a year or twice a year?

I really gotta admit, I am addicted. Really really addicted to the thrill that you get from this game. Addicted to the stress that causes you to unable to focus on your studies, game, what-so-ever you are doing. And slowly, slowly it is eating up your whole concentration. Your mind began thinking about every now and then. Just like love-at-first-sight. Yes, it's that kind of attraction it have.

So basically this week is the best week of the year. And i hereby nominating it as the best week of the year for now. Maybe my trip to Thailand might get another nomination, but for now, this is da BEST!

Oh yeah, just to share what might caused these awesome week.

1. Dow Jones Industrial had great free fall from 2.41pm - 2.45pm, about 1k points way down.

Reason? Rumour to be caused by a citibank trader that causes the whole market to plunge down.

2. Greece is really causing alot of problem huh.

3. European Central Bank is not doing anything to boost traders confidence.

4. Now britain is having an awesome election. Apparently it seems like current leading government are on par with the opponent (The Conservatives).

5. USD is going up, due to news given that more jobs created this month than previous month.

Actually there are more, but it looks like some conspiracy thingy to me. But anyway thats not the main. The main is Euro is crashing down, and tonight they are preparing some back-up plan for the bailed-out Greece. Hopefully all turn out well. If not, i gotta experience up and down for 1 more day.

YUP, 1 more day to Thailand! WEEE.